Dear friend,
I am writing to you from the deep oceans of my heart. Autumn came fast this year and enveloped my world in a dark, velvet veil. The storms are raging on the oceans; onyx waves crashing against the shores.. Layer upon layer of dying matter is accumulating in nature, waiting to be composted and digested - to give life to the clarity of winter and a new spring..
Herein lies all the words that have not been uttered, all the truths that have not reached the surface of day, all the potential that was not released in this cycle around. Naturally - pain, grief and sadness wells up to the surface, a deep melancholia of all the light that did not burst out in joy or flowering.. And another wave of acceptance hits.. Nature is teaching us to stay with the process. To allow for the rising of what is. Teaching us to make space for the rhythms. Teaching us that this too shall pass.
Humans have a tendency towards comfort and pleasure, and our minds will find a thousand ways to resist the inward journey of carving out the jewels of shadow work brought forth by the seasons.. I know I do. We also have a strong resistance to face the imminence of death.. Although this happens every year, we find new sources of distraction so that we can avoid the dreadful realities of total darkness - ‘a void’ - a black hole.. And so, the lessons will repeat themselves.. Yet, DEATH is one of the most beautiful portals there are - and brings a powerful opportunity for rebirth.
Let nature show you the gifts of death this year, and explore ways of integrating these waves in your own life. What parts of your identity are you ready to let go of? For real this time.. What fragments of your self can be shaken off like the flakey scales of a snake? What matter needs to be moved? And is there solace to be found on this journey? Can you call in your ancestors to accompany you on the path?
Our relationship with the elements can be pure medicine as we give in to the forces of nature, sacrifice our Matter to the hands of the Mother. Call in the winds of Breath to make space. Call in Earth to devour your pain and sorrow. Call in Fire to transmute the density and allow for the swirling flames to bring in the promise of new life.. Call in Water, let the tears flow and ease the circulation.. And to seal the deal - call in Spirit, the beating drum of the Universe, and behold the victory of the Light and the teachings begin to dawn and a nascent silence sweeps across your being..
Seek out the Seers and Sages of your community, guardians of the rites of passage from season to season of soul and soil. Sketch down your Tree of Life and notice which branches are no longer serving your growth. This is a very potent time to work with themes such as anxiety, depression, self-worth and core wounds - so that you can recalibrate your compass before the descent into the Under/Overworld of Winter..
If you are feeling these processes come alive in you, and would like a clear mirror for your experience - schedule a 1:1 Pathfinding Session with me or gather your soul-tribe to be seen and to see.. I am preparing to go into a creative winter retreat in Hadeland, Norway - but will also be welcoming clients to this beautiful crystal queendom..
I also have an exciting offering to share, co-facilitated under Akal Anand / Sun-1 Studio. AWAKEN KALI is a ten week journey of intiatory practice marked by rites of passage. I will be swirling myself into the priestess robes of INĀYA and guiding you into week three, SELF-INTIATION - a deep dive into the fertile fields of natural gnosis..
In light and darkness,
C
Awaken Kali
AWAKEN KALI is a prayful offering to the remembrance of who we truly are. to take this journey is to step into a vortex. free. open. unafraid to become empty. to work with the sacred. Within ten weeks, we ignite a transformation, deep diving into truth, wisdom and purpose.
Each rite of passage is a rebirth that uncovers and crystallizes personal dreams whilst clearing space in the subconscious so that you can create the most beautiful impact in all realms of your life experience.
In the light of the cellular memory of your true essence, the manifestation field is pure magic. A leap in consciousness built on solid ground.
This is what is possible in AWAKEN KALI.
In honoring KALI…we enter a process of fractal awakening. Kali is a goddess who wields time and creates change. the primordial meaning of Kali’s archetype is the creation of a new and clean slate of consciousness.
She is ready to embrace her shadows, ready to die in order to live fully. She represents the eternal flow of life, from which all things arise and disappear, the cause of all change..
This is a space to accept every layer of your being, to find healing and create pathways for freedom, new ways of being. New imaginings aligned with your greatest truth.
If these resonnates, explore the voices of other woman having taken the journey before you ‘in her words’…
Seasonal Offerings
I am here to serve your highest evolution and the soft unfolding of your human essence. With experience from both western and eastern healing traditions, the below remedies are carefully designed to meet your current needs.
1:1 Pathfinding Sessions - Oslo and online
Guided Medicine Journeys / Rites of Passage - per request
Tinctures of Mugwort, St. John’s Wort, Chaga, Amanita Muscaria, Dandelion Root, Rose Root/Rhodiola Rosea - per request.
Join the group Norwegian Sage ༓･ Healing Arts for a community of fellow seekers - or book a session of your own if you would like to venture deeper into the forests of your inner nature..